Lindsey

I think I really want to try and lose weight. And so, I am going out running right now with Holly. I'm going to suck at it, I know. But after several days in a row, I think I will improve. So yeah. I really want to try. It's really hard to break the habit of just eating whatever you want whenever you want, but I have to do that too. My last two or three years of high school, it wasn't a problem because my metabolism sped up on its own, and I kept losing weight. But now it's leveled off, and I'm going to bet that I've gained seven or eight pounds during my first year of college. So yeah. That's going to change.

I love Sarah A. Ashford.

So.

Lindsey is sick of:

1. Her parents fighting everysingleday over nothing of any substance.
2. Letting work ruin her entire day.
3. Being sick.
4. College.
5. People who contradict their words through their actions.
6. Haters.
7. Herself.
8. Thinking about him.
9. Her cats vomiting everywhere all the time.
10. Worrying about everything.

I..... missed it? Ha. I guess I really did. I've been wanting to write a lot lately and myspace is just a little too much like a broadcast. I think it's been a year since I've been on this thing...
Anyway, hey Sarah! lol.
We can be livejournal friends again.

So yeah. School is getting on my nerves.
I feel so bad for having missed so much class time lately, and I have to force myself out of the habit now.
I hope my GPA hasn't suffered as much as I feel like it has...
On that note, I have 6 papers that are all due between now and the end of the first week in November, and I've only started one.
So much stress...

Shane is getting on my nerves, too. I got a text message last night that really made me uncomfortable, and I ignored him, and now I feel bad for that.
But what was I supposed to say?
I just feel like I can't be his friend when he says those things. Which I hate. Because we've been friends for years and have been through so much together.
And when he's like this I just want to avoid him at all costs. It freaks me out. And then I hate myself for ignoring him when I'm pretty much his only friend.

Ugh. Stupid.

Now I guess I should go finish this paper, so it'll officially be one down, 5 to go. School, you make me hate life.

P.S.= Even though I'm complaining a lot I still feel happy over it all, because I've just felt so much closer to God lately. :) So when I think about that, I love life again. Hahaha. I'm a dork.